through the Lord’s mercies we are not consumed,
because His compassions fail not.
they are new every morning;
great is Your faithfulness.
everything i am and have is because of His great compassion. why do i forget so often?
Broken relationships, broken friendships, broken hearts and broken lives. Change is difficult but being obedient to the Lord is such a peaceful feeling within my heart that is different and hard to understand in this moment. I know that what we did was the right thing, but I am just feeling to vulnerable to Your will Lord, and it scares me. I don’t want to be scared of vulnerabiltity because I know You have things for me that are greater than I can even comprehend. I don’t want my fear to dictate my life anymore because I know that you hold my life and You have complete and utter control over me. I am forever thankful for Your love, peace and goodness in these times. & Not even these times, but all the time. I realize some of this may not make any sense to you, but I just felt the need to write.
I am overwhelmed with school, relationships, my job and just life overrall. I am the worst when it comes to handling stress. I am in my junior year at Liberty and it has just been slapping me in the face. Reality is settling in as to what I want to do with the rest of my life. I realize I am not, nor really ever, going to have all the answers and I feel like I am having a hard time with that. I need my God and His love to sustain me in this moment, and well, frankly the rest of my life. I don’t know how to change myself or not affect everyone else around me… I feel like I am cripling everyone around me because I am not myself and i’ll lash out and for those who know me, that is not how I would act. I need help, I need prayer and I need guidance.
I realize this is all a ramble, but I needed to get this off my chest because I can’t express this any other way but with writing.
You took this life that once was frail
And gave a strength where hopelessness won’t prevail
And there’s life more abundantly
Your beauty Lord, I know it captures me
Your sweet embrace, it brings me to my knees
Oh, You capture me!